Deep down below.

Its not very often that I look myself in the face and say "What the fack?". Today while I was on my way back after having a peach of a day with my friends I suddenly realized that there are not a lot of things to my life at this particular stage. All right I do have friends but still. My academics are going down..I am not as happy as I used to be. People still say that they do find me chirpy and upbeat most of the time. It is so ,but there are times when I wonder as to how my life is shaping up. Its like I have widthdrawn my foot off the gas pedal and my aspirations and dreams all all going into a pitch black valley of disappointments. I never used to think about this before. Because everything used to be just about fine. With a lot of my friends around me...everything was fine. Such things never used to pinch me as I had people to cheer me up and talk to me. I must and I must take everything tad more seriously. This is happenening and I really have to pull my socks up.

Ohh and yes...Life isn't all that bad. Fack it and it'll all be ok. Don't let it fack you. Just take good care of it unlike me. Its like life is just setting me up for the pwning punch. Wake up time.

Cheers and I will see you tomorrow. 

PS: See. This is just what I mean. I promised I will be regular here. But I am not. I don't like this in me. Never used to happen before. Is it my shitty casual approach?!