:)

Now I know what parents feel when they make a facking clown out of themselves to entertain their child throughout the day and just before going to bed the kid pwns them about something as small as one in a million.

Cheers.

To you people <3

Cough. Cold. Sleeplessness.

And in that. I thought about all my friends. I remembered everyone. It is possible that we are not able to talk as much as we used to. Or we couldn't start talking to each other inspite of hoping to do so. Or we couldn't get hold of each other. Or I was a disgrace. A wheathead Or some other facking bullshit. I still remember each one of you. I still find solace in the fact that I have been blessed enough to have you people around.

Thankyouverymuch.
For,
your time.
For,
the space.
For,
the love.
For,
the very sight
of your
concern.

<3

Bowww-Ringgg.

Everything is so dim. The house. My place. My room. My air conditioner. People. Each and every facking thing. I feel so outta zeal. Everything is so slow paced. Someone said..When you feel bored..its probably that you're bored of yourself. But the point being that I can't see no change in myself. So, it can be that I am bored of me being me. But people tell me that you don't need to change? Butwai? Don't we get bored of ourselves if we don't change? But then people start complaining if you do. Everyone cannot be happy. I guess you have to pick and choose.

Disappointed in people. I try my best(est). Not matter how hard I try. I guess I'll be a better person if I start caring less :| Only if I start bothering less. Only if I don't give a fack. People not willing to stand by their commitments. One facking thing I hate is that lousy reasoning. That nagging. That bloddy irritating habbit. It is sux.

I don't know. I'll be better in a few days. I used to care like 100x. I do 30x. I will make it to an x sometime soon XD Bwahahahhaha. Flawless victory. Its not that folks at home irritate me. They are such lovely souls. I guess its in me.

I live on.

Au Revior.

PS: I think I should probably blog a little about my happy-ish moments. I guess when I will read this place in some time from now then all I will get is that I was a lousy arse bway. I'll let you know about those thrills and all. All coming up very soon. This will be a happy place <3

F.a.c.k.

It feels great to see my family being complete once again. We dine as a happy family. We sit together as a happy family. Its all good :)

Random thought of the day ->

Disinterest and Failing to support your words with deeds kills everything. Trust. Hope. Frienship. Marriage. Love. Everything.

And I didn't make it up in the air. iExperience it =]

Randomness.

How I wish
How I wish you were here.
xD
I say yes.
I say I care.
I talk.
I laugh.
I respect.
Wait till I start to not care.
Wait for my patience to disappear.
Wait till I don't have it in me anymore.
For everyone but you.
And then you'll say yes.
Respect I will.
Care I will.
Talk I will.
Laugh I will.
But for your yes it'll be a no from me.
Always.

PS: I'm in love with Pink Floyd. Gilmour forever \m/ ^:)^

What the fack. I can't help myself posting the whole song.

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have you found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

Definitely Maybe

I accept.
And.
I regret.
You don't forget people that easily. You don't stop wishing for them so easily. You just don't. And I'm no different. Things have changed. Situations have.But not me. Priorities for some have. But not for me. It may look like they have. But you cant make that out from such a distance. You'll still find me sitting round the corner. Just the same way you did once. You just have to pass by.

Intent without action. And action without intent. Both are useless.

xD

Rayne.

Current Mood: Ecstatic.
Listening to: November Rain- Guns N' Roses
Thought of the moment: Exams are facking such a facking waste of my facking time.

Cause darling when I hold you...Don't you know I feel the same.

Wasssaaaa? xD I take immense pride and honor in letting you people know that I through with my first internal exams in grand fashion. I almost got pwned by a few question papers. But then its ok. Being perfect will be so boring. My ear is kind of fine. As it should be. Oh fack!! I have to tell you this....
The Taliban morons issued a new fatwa which bans the use of condom in the areas controlled by them....ROFLCORE!! What the fack?! I mean this is the height of backwardness, illiteracy and inconsideration and I don't know what not. I am very sure everyone is sick and tired of this shit. I I hope and believe that this is the beginning of the end of these scum eating faggots. They can almost see it coming. I wonder if there is something worse than hells which awaits them.
Anyways it just came to my mind that how important is for a person to know when to say a firm "No". There are certain things which are beyond the limits and scope of compromising. And what else...5 exams in 3 days. Total disaster for the arse. It is like a fucking marathon where you don't even get to see new scenarios. Same old college. Same old classroom. Same old facking story.
And what else? Yeah....I experienced something very unusual in my life today. Couldn't see it coming...like at all. I am sure I will write about it very soon. Its just that I am shit tired today. Oh fack. India NewZealand match from 3:30 Am. I have to have to watch it. Lets see what is teh order of teh night. Now I cant typwe antymowre ands my ayes canntt se animre..

Cheers!!