...

The more I try to behave like a responsible child. The more I compromise so that everyone is happy. The more is the endeavor to stretch the limits. I hope it doesn't break.

Of wasted time and facked trials.

Its been pretty fine with me. Things have been so monotonous :|

Nevermind. These days I am closely following the Ruchika Girhotra molestation issue. The smile which that "bastard" wore after coming out of the court was so facking sinister :\ I mean after 19 years of toiling he got a bloody "6 months" in jail and a "1000 Rs" fine. WOTTHEFACK?!?! I mean that is bloody amazing. And that too the man will be out on bail/remand/bullshit/blah for whole of the 6 months. I think....

1. Indian Penal Code sucks
2. Mr. Rathore is a murderer. He actually drove the girl to commit suicide and facking made sure that life of his brother is damaged too.
3. What kind of a woman is his wife?!?! I mean walking with a grinning-child-molester-son-of-a-whore. Plain sadness.
4. The powerful will just protect the powerful in our country. And that "COMMON MAN" will be raped and molested and killed and blah. Nothing beats that. And actually it is pretty hilarious after a point in time
5. People like "ME" and "YOU" and the whole of the media just talks about it when its in the talks. We forget about it pretty soon. And we just let it be.

Anyways.

My exams are up my arse again. New year owned too :\

Merry Chirstmas.

PS: As a kid, I used to love singing Christmas Carols at the top of my voice. These days used to be fun at school. I don't know. I want to be back with my friends. This place is too artificial. People just wear plastic emotions here -.-

:)

Now I know what parents feel when they make a facking clown out of themselves to entertain their child throughout the day and just before going to bed the kid pwns them about something as small as one in a million.

Cheers.

To you people <3

Cough. Cold. Sleeplessness.

And in that. I thought about all my friends. I remembered everyone. It is possible that we are not able to talk as much as we used to. Or we couldn't start talking to each other inspite of hoping to do so. Or we couldn't get hold of each other. Or I was a disgrace. A wheathead Or some other facking bullshit. I still remember each one of you. I still find solace in the fact that I have been blessed enough to have you people around.

Thankyouverymuch.
For,
your time.
For,
the space.
For,
the love.
For,
the very sight
of your
concern.

<3

Bowww-Ringgg.

Everything is so dim. The house. My place. My room. My air conditioner. People. Each and every facking thing. I feel so outta zeal. Everything is so slow paced. Someone said..When you feel bored..its probably that you're bored of yourself. But the point being that I can't see no change in myself. So, it can be that I am bored of me being me. But people tell me that you don't need to change? Butwai? Don't we get bored of ourselves if we don't change? But then people start complaining if you do. Everyone cannot be happy. I guess you have to pick and choose.

Disappointed in people. I try my best(est). Not matter how hard I try. I guess I'll be a better person if I start caring less :| Only if I start bothering less. Only if I don't give a fack. People not willing to stand by their commitments. One facking thing I hate is that lousy reasoning. That nagging. That bloddy irritating habbit. It is sux.

I don't know. I'll be better in a few days. I used to care like 100x. I do 30x. I will make it to an x sometime soon XD Bwahahahhaha. Flawless victory. Its not that folks at home irritate me. They are such lovely souls. I guess its in me.

I live on.

Au Revior.

PS: I think I should probably blog a little about my happy-ish moments. I guess when I will read this place in some time from now then all I will get is that I was a lousy arse bway. I'll let you know about those thrills and all. All coming up very soon. This will be a happy place <3

F.a.c.k.

It feels great to see my family being complete once again. We dine as a happy family. We sit together as a happy family. Its all good :)

Random thought of the day ->

Disinterest and Failing to support your words with deeds kills everything. Trust. Hope. Frienship. Marriage. Love. Everything.

And I didn't make it up in the air. iExperience it =]

Randomness.

How I wish
How I wish you were here.
xD
I say yes.
I say I care.
I talk.
I laugh.
I respect.
Wait till I start to not care.
Wait for my patience to disappear.
Wait till I don't have it in me anymore.
For everyone but you.
And then you'll say yes.
Respect I will.
Care I will.
Talk I will.
Laugh I will.
But for your yes it'll be a no from me.
Always.

PS: I'm in love with Pink Floyd. Gilmour forever \m/ ^:)^

What the fack. I can't help myself posting the whole song.

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have you found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here.