Definitely Maybe

I accept.
And.
I regret.
You don't forget people that easily. You don't stop wishing for them so easily. You just don't. And I'm no different. Things have changed. Situations have.But not me. Priorities for some have. But not for me. It may look like they have. But you cant make that out from such a distance. You'll still find me sitting round the corner. Just the same way you did once. You just have to pass by.

Intent without action. And action without intent. Both are useless.

xD

Rayne.

Current Mood: Ecstatic.
Listening to: November Rain- Guns N' Roses
Thought of the moment: Exams are facking such a facking waste of my facking time.

Cause darling when I hold you...Don't you know I feel the same.

Wasssaaaa? xD I take immense pride and honor in letting you people know that I through with my first internal exams in grand fashion. I almost got pwned by a few question papers. But then its ok. Being perfect will be so boring. My ear is kind of fine. As it should be. Oh fack!! I have to tell you this....
The Taliban morons issued a new fatwa which bans the use of condom in the areas controlled by them....ROFLCORE!! What the fack?! I mean this is the height of backwardness, illiteracy and inconsideration and I don't know what not. I am very sure everyone is sick and tired of this shit. I I hope and believe that this is the beginning of the end of these scum eating faggots. They can almost see it coming. I wonder if there is something worse than hells which awaits them.
Anyways it just came to my mind that how important is for a person to know when to say a firm "No". There are certain things which are beyond the limits and scope of compromising. And what else...5 exams in 3 days. Total disaster for the arse. It is like a fucking marathon where you don't even get to see new scenarios. Same old college. Same old classroom. Same old facking story.
And what else? Yeah....I experienced something very unusual in my life today. Couldn't see it coming...like at all. I am sure I will write about it very soon. Its just that I am shit tired today. Oh fack. India NewZealand match from 3:30 Am. I have to have to watch it. Lets see what is teh order of teh night. Now I cant typwe antymowre ands my ayes canntt se animre..

Cheers!!

Payne.

Current mood: Defeated, Owned and Pwned.
Current song: No ceiling - Eddie Vedder
Thinking about: The 2nd exam.
On the clock: 2:06

Wtfaxxx!!!
Got 2 exams tomorrow. 10-12 and 2-4. The area around my ear lobe and my wisdom tooth both are shit swelled. I can barely speak. Don't feel like studying. Don't feel like sleeping. Some escapism please. It is such a shithole.

"As I walk the hemisphere...got my wish to up and disappear"

And hence I disappear. Wait. Sometimes I wonder...what heals swelling better...Hot water bottle..or Ice pack. It is very confusing you know. I never have a very clear idea when to go for the former. I personally prefer the latter. Disturbi4.

Cheers!!

PS: Nostalgia.

Deep down below.

Its not very often that I look myself in the face and say "What the fack?". Today while I was on my way back after having a peach of a day with my friends I suddenly realized that there are not a lot of things to my life at this particular stage. All right I do have friends but still. My academics are going down..I am not as happy as I used to be. People still say that they do find me chirpy and upbeat most of the time. It is so ,but there are times when I wonder as to how my life is shaping up. Its like I have widthdrawn my foot off the gas pedal and my aspirations and dreams all all going into a pitch black valley of disappointments. I never used to think about this before. Because everything used to be just about fine. With a lot of my friends around me...everything was fine. Such things never used to pinch me as I had people to cheer me up and talk to me. I must and I must take everything tad more seriously. This is happenening and I really have to pull my socks up.

Ohh and yes...Life isn't all that bad. Fack it and it'll all be ok. Don't let it fack you. Just take good care of it unlike me. Its like life is just setting me up for the pwning punch. Wake up time.

Cheers and I will see you tomorrow. 

PS: See. This is just what I mean. I promised I will be regular here. But I am not. I don't like this in me. Never used to happen before. Is it my shitty casual approach?!

How Does it Feel?!?!

Ass-salaam-o-aleykum...Bah! What the fack are you doing? XD

Even the title isn't original. As if the first line is. Yeah as Mr. Bob Dylan enquires...How does it feel?. I bet the answer to this invariably is "Fine". But is it so? I've been called names during the day. Kicked. Thrashed. But at the end of the day..."Fine". Facking fine. I guess the onus should be on opening up. Letting people know how you feel isn't all that bad. Asking people how they feel isn't all that bad. But then...hah! Like a rolling stone.
Weirdness at its best. Just the other day me and my friend were talking about this. Its awkward. Very. But then yea "Nothing much" Rules. The smartest way to skip the question. Facking shit man. I feel terrible. Can't help it. Its me. But then. Flip side of the coin..That's you. That's everyone but me. Hmmm facking complicated. I guess acting like a bastard pays.Bigtime. Be a bastard. Everyone. Careless. Selfish. Insensitive. Bastard. Fack yeah. Prime objective.

Arghh...I want to write a lot. I will be away for about 10 days. Yea serious. 10 long days. Without internet. Shit man I will have to scratch my crotch all along. 10 days. Fack man. zomg. Me be a programmer. Me be making a game...Fackman. Pacman. Fackman. Bwahahahahha XD Glimpses of sheer genius. Arghh what else...Sanjay dutt...Politics. Blah! Go Mayawati...LMAO. What else? What else? I'm pwning people bigtime in Counter Strike. Like totally >_>

I guess that will be it. I am slowly but surely turning into a boring retard. Yea stone me. See if I care. If people can't be themselves...you sure don't know what others are.

Good Night people. And yes do have facking fun.

Hasta La Vista.

PS: Microsoft be sued. Vista?!?!?! Facking coincidence?!

Back in Black.

Months after it never ceases to haunt.
Better it will be for me to understand.
For me to reflect. For me to show interest.
Should swallow the bitter pill with music's tonic.
And tomorrow will be better suited for the quest.
The Quest. To learn. To stop feeling bleak.
From you, all I ask it for honesty. For courage.
For myself, all I wish is to induce happiness.
And he wouldn't be free as he was before.
And it all wouldn't be the same as it was.
Never.
Ever.
And.
What the fack?!
It was all meant for something else. Not for this.

Not exactly in the mood to write. Had this one written somewhere. So posted just bcas I said I will be regular.

Good Night \m/

[Of Exams, Stubbornness and.....Pwnage]**

Breaking News: I have finally decided to spend some more time in here. Yes. I know billions and trillions and zillions have always wanted me to do this. So, make sure you celebrate.Cheers!!

4 hrs of Gaming. 2 shameless hours of trying to study. 2 hrs of sleep. And the rest. Well n0 porn. Just the regular usual shit. Shit man...These exams. I hardly had the time to do anything. My gaming buddies missed me so much that a few of them slashed their wrists and a handful tried to kill themselves by jumping off their gay pink bunk bed. 12 15 17 19 27. Almost everyone around me is familiar with these numbers. Exams. 12 15 17 19 gone. I got pwned. Now 27th. Total pwnage. 5 excruciatingly painful days of unadulterated pwnage. What about you? How many days a week do you get pwned? Oh shit..Wait. Some people got pwned too since the last time I wrote.

1. Bush___Lmao got pwned with footwear. Made in Iraq. What the fack?
2. Antulay___Biatch was trying to manufacture politics over martyrs. What the fack?
3. Patil___What more...I had to google to get his name. Filthy noob. What the fack?
4. Sania Mirza___Keeps getting pwned every now and then.
5. rGv___rofl!!!! Terrorism tourism. Better sense prevailed. Got pwnd.
6. Deshmukh___Son pwned his father along with no 5. =)) =)) What the fack?
7. My bike___What the fack? It usually is smooth. Bah!
8. 12 15 17 19.
9. Crank Callers =))=))
10. English Cricket Team___lmao dhoni biatch. What the fack?
11. Paki PeeyemM__What the fack? I think people should lie. But they shouldnt lie in front of the camera. You see it gets recorded and you pwn yourself.
12. PCB___ aaahahhaha XD XD Noobs. "We want cricket". Go fack yourself.

And a lot more. Incase out of my million ardent fans decide to give it a try lemme see who all got pwned. I finally got my bike done. Its better than ever. Shit man. Lovely piece o shit. It has been a LONG time since I had momos. What man! That momo guy mustve been missing me. How can I forget those lovely days. On a serious note..I really think that the more time you waste..the more you think "What goes around comes back around". And yes. You have more time to waste. I guess my grandpa and this noble phrase are contradictory. Lets pledge to pwn more people and self pwn and then blog about that. I sure will blog about how I got pwned. Like in Detail.

Au Revoir :)